roy friends and carers

    

    On Thursday just gone I went to Roy it is a lovely place

 A new girl has taken from name change s left and has handed it to o.

It was so nice                        I felt little unconfutable ass the children didn’t like it for the fact of privacy.

Its just so hard

 

Maybe taking them to a group for people to talk and have fun was not the right thing to do this soon on.

It is just so sad that I am stuck with this.

I don’t have a choice in anything right now.

Its so harsh.

 

I love the group don’t get me wrong and they are the ones who have tot ne through some shit, but now they have needed to come I now don’t fill that this is my space to fill safe.

How can we get  a balance.

My hands are tied at this rate.

H who I got along with is leaving next week her and s was so helpful during the time they worked for Roy.

Thanks to everyone that has helped me.

 

On Saturday witch is tomorrow I am going on a trip to talk to people about getting extensions put in my hear………

 

 

Malachi

 

 

See you later

 

 

 


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